~ dEaLoVa ~

Have you ever had one strange feeling..When you just feel like crying and crying.The feeling where you are just so scared that it will gonna happen again.. You just don't want to hope for anything.

Every dream or wish you have just go away because of the fear you have.... what has happened in the past just keeps coming back... It  hurts everytime you think about it..

Think deeply sometimes make u feel sick..sick inside..deep hurt..=(

sometimes u gonna have vertigo.the false counter rotation even just for 20-30seconds still make uneasy feeling rite..

cry girl.cry. 

if with this crying make you more calm,cry loudly. plz.

 Thanks The Most Gracious, the Most Merciful..

Thanks momdad for being everwhere..no one can replace ur place inside my heart..i lurve u bothh.much!

Please dont imagine this 'huggies' with ur bf@gf orelse ive get the share of sins too..to have this,oh it's easy as ABC,just find someone full of romantica for ur partnerlife *advice mymom.=_=

ps-strong gurl no cry

PSS= IMY.='(